“We are not necessarily doubting that God will do the best for us; we are wondering how painful the best will tun out to be. ”
~ C. S. Lewis
I need a place where I can just place my thoughts. My thoughts are confused and erratic. So if things are not chronological or don’t make sense… then so what? I don’t really care. I just NEED to get my thoughts out of my head and it’s very insightful to come back to this later on to see how I felt.
However I really appreciate comments. It helps a lot to know that people not only read my stuff, but actually considers the state that I am in. So honestly thank you if you comment.
I am a born again Christian, South African studying International Relations (International Politics) at university, though I’m also taking Religion Studies and Zulu as electives. I was born with a cleft lip and palate and I’m still struggling with my speech to some degree.
I like politics (obviously). But even more than that I like the deepest discussions in life: relationships, morality and, the deepest: God.
Besides this I like classical books (Dostoyevsky, Wells, etc.), more theological books (Chesterton) and sometimes detective stories, like Sherlock Holmes. Other than that I like Civilization 5 if I’m bored. Oh and I like cats.
That’s basically all there is to know.
Just know that each post should be considered within its time. I might feel so bitter towards someone in one post and then love the hell out of that person in the next one. I feel like I should remove certain posts simply because I realised afterwards that what I said was a bit harsh. Or a bit weird. But I won’t. I’m keeping all the posts so I can look back and see how I felt at that moment.
“The riddles of God are more satisfying than the solutions of man”
~ G. K. Chesterton